Thinking

But My Heart Was Too Breakable

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:42:57 +0000

I dont know how to get back to
Being anybody without you

Conversations.. so relevant
The feelings, so prevelent

And I thought 'we' were inevetable
But my heart was too //breakable//

a-a-ayyy come back to me
Cuz without YOU there is no 'me'

b-being honest with myself at best
e-e-eroding heart inside my chest

I miss you. I love you. I don't know where you are
I never thought a boy like you would break my //heart//

You fell OUT of love. Please, tell me how
I need that skill for >myself< now

And I thought 'we' were inevetable
But my heart was too //breakable//

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ABC 123

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:42:13 +0000

ABC... I can't go on

123... what's the next one?

My mind is scrambled

My heart is confused

You're holding on to me.

What do I do?

What's the next letter in my name?

What's the next emotion I'll exclaim?

A sound is part of a word and a word, a meaning

Just like you want to be part of me

And you are, though you can't see

Without you, darling, there is not me

I don't know which way is up

And without you, I don't feel much

You say 'I'm holding on, and I'm not letting go'

You said the same things to her, you know

Then you dropped her, just like that

And you'll leave me at the dropp of a hat

I know you say, it's not the same

But darling, i don't feel that way

I don't share your infatuation

You need a reevaluation

Of your emotions, stop for a minute. Think.

You won't get drunk if ya don't take a drink

Ya get me? understand, please

Please stop idolizing me!

Just because I'm saying no

Doesn't mean i'm playing hard-to-get

Sometimes, no means no, hun

That's something not to forget

ABC... I can't go on

123... what's the next one?

My mind is scrambled

My heart is confused

You're holding on to me.

What do I do?

What's the next letter in my name?

What's the next emotion I'll exclaim?

I'm being honest with you at best

Breaking the eroding heart inside my chest

What's the next letter in my name?

What's the next emotion I'll exclaim?

A sound is part of a word and a word, a meaning

Just like you want to be part of me

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I Don't Know How I Kept My Voice Strong

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:41:49 +0000

I dont know how I kept my voice strong

When i knew what i was doing was wrong

Oh honey, pain is what you make me feel

The problem is, darling, you make me real

I hate how you know me but I dont

I hate that i know you will but i wont

I hate how you say only some things

I want to hear, but you make me sing

The fact I love you creates my rage

And i hate the fact that how i feel is so opposite of hate...

Oh honey, pain is what you make me feel

The problem is, Darling, you make me real

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I'm Okay

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:40:57 +0000

Sometimes... I just amaze myself.

How can I say i'm okay?

How can I pretend i don't need you?

How can I act like I just want a friend

When I know you could help me out

Of this depression I'm falling into?

What hurts the most

Is I was so close

I had so much to say

But then I said 'i'm okay'

Why did I decide to pull away

Why did I say that 'i'm okay'

I still have so much to say

But all I manage is 'I'm okay'

And I know you should help me

But I don't know how to let you

How do I fake my apathy

i'm so numb. i want to feel

But I'm scared cuz I don't want to let go

To my hiding place. I keep pretending.

I keep being fake and i pretend not to care

how can i refuse a jem so rare?

i just want you to be here

But baby... baby i don't want u too near

What hurts the most

Is I was so close

I had so much to say

But then I said 'i'm okay'

Why did I decide to pull away

Why did I say that 'i'm okay'

I still have so much to say

But all I manage is 'I'm okay'

Repeat

Sometimes... I just amaze myself.

How can I say i'm okay?

How can I pretend i don't need you?

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Not Afraid

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:39:40 +0000

I'm not afraid to fall

if you fall with me

I'm not afraid to live

if you live with me

I'm not afraid,

not if You're here

Beacuse in You theres

no such this as fear

Dont worry if you're gonna pray

And don't pray if you're gonna worry

Is what my daddy used to say

'Trust in Him'. END of story

I'm not afraid to fall

If You fall with me

And if You keep loving me

I'm not afraid to believe

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The Basics

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:38:49 +0000

We need to get back

To the basics:

I'm a girl

You're a guy

And disrespect

Does not fly

I will not tolerate

your excuses

I just need you

To stop your pushin'

Cuz you're pushing me

Over the edge

Darling it's the basics

You start to forget

No means no

Yes means yes

I have a heart

Inside my chest

I'm not yours

And I won't be

I'm not you

And you're not me

You can't tell me

What's best for who

I am right now.

If you say it's you

You're being single-minded

You're not thinking straight

Darling, from this drama

I need a long break

Leave me alone

About how much I need you

Don't say I need to

Cuz that's not true

I don't.

And you need to remember

That we need to get back

To the basics

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That's When I Remember

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:38:20 +0000

When every day is yesterday

I know pain is here to stay

When I can't see into my eyes

That's when I need to cry

When my eyes sparkle green

That's when I want to bleed

When I know that I am numb

That's when I need to love

When it's forever the 16th of November

That's when I don't want to remember

Whenever I think about the word 'love'

That's when I want to cut

When I can't feel my bleeding wrist

That's when I remember this:

Someone said, 'Don't forget,

Baby, In my eyes, you are perfect.'

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YOU Plus Me

Gabriella — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 06:37:20 +0000

One and one make 2
One and two make 3
Love is the answer
To You plus me

You hold me close and say
'You're beautiful to me'
With You holding me
I could never freeze

This is a love song to You
The only one who sticks closer to me
Than a friend, a brother
I was blind, but now I see

As I lay in the dark,
Whispering to You
You take me by the hand and say
'I believe in you. I do.'

One and one make 2
One and two make 3
Love is the answer
To You plus me

When You're not around,
I feel so numb
And thought of You
Makes me fall in love

I'm sorry. So sorry.
For all the things I've done
But, please, Dear Invisible
Believe You're my ONLY One.

One and one make 2
One and two make 3
Love is the answer
To You plus me

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You've Showed Me What's Inside

Gabriella — Tue, 01 Aug 2006 07:54:17 +0000

You've Showed Me What's Inside

I see what she does to you
I wish you could see it too
Oh hun, you're on the run, from re-al-i-ty
Oh Babe, i see the pain, why can't you see

Let her go, or you'll never know
The hap-pi-ness in this life you deserve
Push me away. Say you're o-kay
But you've showed me what's inside

Words are unspoken, something is broken
Something you didn't even know existed
Oh child, it's been a while, since you've smiled
One friend, to waste again, pushes you, to the end

You can make it through
No matter what she says to you
You say, you're okay, i watch you DECAY
You've showed me what's inside

Just like the movies, the drama has no end
You want to be free, how do you get out?
I'm screamin for ya. Please wake up.
I'm bleedin for ya. Now I'm fed up[You've had enough]

Lean on me, let me help you
I'll let you see, whats in-side of you
I see the pain, I can see the change
You've showed me what's inside

Gabriella Franco

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Ended

Gabriella — Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:41:35 +0000

You said- you loved everything about me
You said- you were nothing without me
We hit a curve, now you're gone
And I thought >I< did something wrong

Then you call me,8 months later
You still hold all of me- 8 months later
Your words are like hands tearing at my heart
You screwed* up my plans, tore my life apart

Your name, on the caller ID, I'm in shock
It. Kills. Me. Cuz you're everything I want
You name on the caller ID, I'm. In. Shock.
It kills me Cause you're ev.ery.thing. I. Want.

My first love's calling, 'course I pick up
I see again that you're my ONLY love
I wish I could relive our memories
But to truly live I need you with me

We laugh and joke, talk about the past
I finally ask why we didn't last
Ending was a mistake, spur of the moment
I think I'ma a mistake are you sure I wasn't?

My only love. And this is truth.
My only one happens to be you
You hang up, you say you'll call again
Oh, my love, You've ended me again

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Cold.

Gabriella — Mon, 31 Jul 2006 01:12:14 +0000

I scream in pain as i fall to the ground
Oh, God where have I fallen now?
The silent scream shatters the noise
Who knew this would be the last time I'd feel?

Distorted pictures, all around
Dizzy, Disturbed, Oh no, I'm hurt
Where's my heart? There's a hole in my chest
So frightening. Painful. I'm so unreal.

Distant screaming, where's my throat?
I can't make a sound
Someone calling out in the darkness. Terrified.
A knife pierces me through my back

The Pain! So prominent. Where's my soul?
Torn apart. I see a heart. It's broken.
So cold, it crumbles. Could this be mine?
If so, why is this heart black?

When did this happen? where did I fall?
Where is the sky? The ground?
Where am I? I'm lost. So scared.
Blood. from where? My eyes.

Why am I alone? What's this wall?
The... My? screaming is the only sound.
This outsider's pain is all I feel
Blood is the flavor of the tears I cry.

Ripped from my eyes, I didn't want to cry
This isn't me. This is someone else
Where's myself? Who am I and where?
Lost. again. Theres nothing solid

I'm choking. A rope named 'why? '
Thrown from my sky. My mother. I've let her down
'Mom! I'm sorry! help me, I'm scared! '
'I can't, honey, you forgot to hold on

You've let us all down again, my dear
No more chances. We can't have your disgrace
Im sorry. I loved you. But you didn't listen.
You're alone now. As you always knew you were.'

Now I'm being attacked. A wolf named 'Fear'
Where's my laugher, my hiding place?
'Momma please! At least tell me when! '
Silence, again. Sickness with no cure.

Theres no light. It's so dark. Is this a dream?
Reality! Slap me. I can't wake up
Oh no. Is this the end? Am I finished?
I'm still falling. I can't get a foothold.

Why can't I feel my own scream?
I can't even feel my hate for love
My mind painfully starts to reminice.
Alone. The reality of me shows. I'm just cold.

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